Blood

This might be too graphic.. but...

I just wish that I can go through 1 day without blood stain on my panties. I have checked with two specialist on my condition and both assured me that my baby is fine. The blood came from the cervical polyps that occur during the 5th months of my pregnancy.

After some research, most of my readings confirmed that this is normal and some women did bleed everyday until the end of their pregnancy.

But, I am still worried :(

Baby, please be strong okay?

Baby K - Week 21

This week is kind of hard for me because I can't sleep most of the night. Some nights, I can't even sleep at all. During the days, I was zombified...

This is me most of the nights. Tertonggeng cari position yg comfortable untuk tido.

Sob, if that happened, it means that I will feel very nauseous in the morning. Muntah habis gastric juice keluar. Yelah, pagi2 perut kosong lagi.. ape pon yang boleh keluar kan?

A doctor gave me 2 days MC to rest and to catch up on my sleep during the day.. but I still can't sleep. So, it wreaks havoc on my blood pressure. Yelah, almost a week tak tido malam (dan siang).. what do you expect kan?

Huhu.. kena makan ubat utk blood pressure lak sekarang ni. Hopefully this is not a permanent condition..

But...

This last 2 nights I had better sleep. Still restless and sakit belakang, but at least I managed to get at least 6 hours sleep. Nak tau kenape? Because my husband don't have to work at night and he can sleep with me as usual.

Isk, baby ni manja betul.. daddy takde terus tak kasi mummy sleep kan? Next week daddy outstation cemane mummy nak tido ni?

TT_TT

On another news, I had my detail scan 2 days ago and Alhamdulillah everything is fine. Baby is growing according to the chart and he is happily swimming in my womb. I am more than 5 months now and hopefully everything will be good till the end :D

Baby K (Episode 1)

Episode 1 : Halfway through the journey

If you can't guess it yet, yes.. we are expecting Kai's Junior soon. In 20 more weeks, I am hoping that our little bundle of joy will be safely in our arms.. smiling, laughing, crying, pooping and hopefully not to shower me with his pee. Hehe..

My journey started in September-October 2013. Just one week after my period, I was hit by PMS symptom all over again. My back was aching,my stomach cramped for the whole day and my boobs was so sensitive that even the act of wearing a bra was a quite chore.

I was devastated thinking that my monthly period was going to come early. Just two month ago, during Ramadhan, I once woke up with a pool of blood on the bedsheet. Of course, I went to see the gynae but he didn't detect any abnormalities in my womb. 

Then... I went to Sipitang for work. The 3 hours almost-off-road travel with a Schumacher-wannabe driver worsen my stomach cramp. When I arrived back in KL, there were days when I can't even walk up straight. It feels like my stomach muscle was stretched beyond its limit. I mostly slept curled like a prawn to ease the pain.

The situation continued for more than 2 weeks. The small voice in my heart says that this was not a normal PMS and to avoid being disappointed I tried to maintain my normal composure.. and to remain calm. But, I still asked my husband to buy the pee stick. 

That night, thinking that nothing positive will happened, I did the test. My period was not due yet and it was not the first pee of the day. I believe if it really happened, the result will not show on the stick yet.

Too early, I thought.

Until I got to see the bright and clear double line on the stick that changed our lives :)

To be continued...

Little bud peeking out from my womb at 7 weeks :D