My parents in law who had been taking care of my baby since he was 6 weeks old need to return to kampung for a week. Some emergency matters.. and I had to find any babysitter who could accommodate my baby in short notice.
Obviously.. me or my husband can't take the whole week off. Blame our job, blame ourself.. blame this career minded mother who could not even consider being a SAHM and be the homemaker.
Haih.. I feel so frustrated and helpless when I release my baby to the hold of the babysitter's Indonesian maid this morning.
If I did not posses any speck of dignity, I will cry my heart out at the office today.. But yeah, I am too cool for that. Menangis dalam hati ajela..
Sob..
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