A Slower Pace

During the first few years of my career, I wander aimlessly. Like in trance. Cuma buat kerja yang disuruh dan tak kesah ape yang jadi. Yang tau, gaji masuk.. bonus masyuk dan boleh bersosial di luar waktu kerja dengan aman.

Then, I got married. One part from my screwed up previous life was solved.

Then, I got better job (same company, different project) followed by a promotion and now.. I think I have found a footing in my career. Like a really clear vision of what I wanted to be, not the egoistical vision from my previous life.

Then, I had a baby. My biggest responsibility. My cheeky & smart 10 months old boy.

It is not easy juggling both between motherhood and a career.

I wanted to be the best wife to my husband.. the best mother for my child and the best career for myself.

I know I will not be satisfied to just be someone's wife and someone's mother. I want to achieve something for myself too. To be known for my own achievement.

I was not perfect. Never was and never will be. I just sailed through the tides with no complains.

I can have it all, but at a slower pace...

P/s: Pengerang by the end of the year? For a better future, Insya Allah.